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Fat and Sad

by Georgie

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1.
Ugly/ 02:53
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I always feel like I am ugly on the outside I always feel like I am ugly on the inside I’m running around Trying to get down to anything Nothing ever pleases me I wanna be found Just hanging out But half of my heart always wants to leave I don’t wanna go I wanna be home Somewhere nobody else will be Stuck in the middle of a fight between The good and the sad in me I always feel like I am ugly on the outside I always feel like I am ugly on the inside I’m running around Trying to get down to anything Nothing ever pleases me I wanna be found Just hanging out But half of my heart always wants to leave I don’t wanna go I wanna be home Somewhere nobody else will be Stuck in the middle of a fight between The good and the sad in me This is getting boring now Everyone else has got shit to get on with Nothing’s that important now I’m just having one of those moods where I hate things I wish it wasn’t always myself I’ve should’ve grown out of the phase where I’m lonely How’d you think my boyfriend feels Having to hear this again on the daily Maybe this is why he doesn’t want to have a baby There’s already one In the bedroom waiting I always feel like I am ugly on the outside I always feel like I am ugly on the inside I’m running around Trying to get down to anything Nothing ever pleases me I wanna be found Just hanging out But half of my heart always wants to leave I don’t wanna go I wanna be home Somewhere nobody else will be Stuck in the middle of a fight between The good and the sad in me I always feel like I am ugly on the outside I always feel like I am ugly on the inside I’m running around Trying to get down to anything Nothing ever pleases me I wanna be found Just hanging out But half of my heart always wants to leave I don’t wanna go I wanna be home Somewhere nobody else will be Stuck in the middle of a fight between The good and the sad in me
2.
Cold 03:27
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How do I trust you say you’re liking me when I don’t even like myself? Don’t really know where I should be or even what to tell myself Maybe I should kill myself I don’t know what real right is now Conversation with the mirror made me realise that I’m so Cold inside, cold inside I took a deep breath and I nearly passed out I’m so cold inside, cold inside I dig a little deeper and I realise my heart is so Cold inside, cold inside I took a hard step and I nearly fell down Cold inside, cold inside How long’s it gonna take for me to finally start feeling myself I’m asking lots of questions and wondering to myself if I Should have to try or if karma will fix me up alright I’m putting up resistance to healing myself in hopes that I Wake up tomorrow Find out it’s all be a joke and I’m not Cold inside, cold inside I took a deep breath and I nearly passed out I’m so cold inside, cold inside I dig a little deeper and I realise my heart is so Cold inside, cold inside I took a hard step and I nearly fell down Cold inside, cold inside How long’s it gonna take for me to finally start feeling myself People started noticing things are not what they’ve always been Eyes seem to be opening Am I fine or just barely coping? Is this something that I could just try and change? Is this me or could it be there’s something wrong in my brain Cold inside, cold inside I took a deep breath and I nearly passed out I’m so cold inside, cold inside I dig a little deeper and I realise my heart is so Cold inside, cold inside I took a hard step and I nearly fell down Cold inside, cold inside How long’s it gonna take for me to finally start feeling myself
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Autobahn 02:24
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I said no to the lows And hey to the highs Grabbed all my gear and said my goodbyes I don’t know where I'm going but I’m gonna go Leave all my trouble out here on the road I've done my time for unproven crimes Been a victim of the worst way to die but I’m Back again and I’m leaving it all behind Cause I’m driving down the autobahn Wind in my hair I’m going far too fast I don’t care I’m getting out of here I’m getting out of here Cause I’m driving down the autobahn Wind in my hair I’m going far too fast I don’t care I’m getting out of here I’m getting out of here Stood my ground and said what I know Still got dirt on all of my toes It’ll wash away but ’til then it’s touch and go Never thinking of rougher patches I’m down in flames but I’m up in ashes I’ll start again in another town And wait for it to all die down Cause I’m driving down the autobahn Wind in my hair I’m going far too fast I don’t care I’m getting out of here I’m getting out of here Cause I’m driving down the autobahn Wind in my hair I’m going far too fast I don’t care I’m getting out of here I’m getting out of here
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Good Vibes 02:50
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Tomorrow is a new day I won’t stop to wonder about what is coming my way All the good vibes are in space Perseids alight the sky and I’m making it rain The moonshine is in my gaze I’m on the prowl for a smile I can wear on my face When I find one I can take I pray whoever took it off finds another one day The universe keeps giving it back to me I’m taking it happily I don’t know what’s happening There must be something changing in the atmosphere It’s all relative It’s coming round again You’re gonna feel it when you Change your view It’s correlative Put out the energy Theres nothing better than Good vibes Good vibes It’s written there on your face Nothing changes until you make the time to reframe I’m up here in space Aligning all of your stars and sending loving your way It feels good to be great I’m looking down on you wishing that you soon feel the same I know your lucks gonna change Every tear you’ve ever cried is a cloud in the sky The universe keeps giving it back to me I’m taking it happily I don’t know what’s happening There must be something changing in the atmosphere It’s all relative It’s coming round again You’re gonna feel it when you Change your view It’s correlative Put out the energy Theres nothing better than Good vibes Good vibes It’s all relative It’s coming round again You’re gonna feel it when you Change your view It’s correlative Put out the energy Theres nothing better than Good vibes Good vibes
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Nothing's Ever Boring 03:27
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I wake up every morning, try to lift myself up again I’ve been down for a while but I’m starting to look ahead It’s a crazy old world, and it just keeps on spiralling Seems no-one really knows what it is that you’re hiding As I wait for a day that I can appreciate, It pops into my head that something’s about to change Then he walks through the door, putting out all the flames I know nothing’s really ever gonna be the same I see fire in the streets, cover my ears for the sirens I still hear you in my sleep, taking up my only silence But for every bit of shit you tried to throw at my crown Nothing’s ever boring with you around I hear whispers in the crowd about the lies you told yesterday And I think to myself it’s a bittersweet destiny If I have to go down at least my friends are beside of me Seems no-one really knows why it is you don’t like me Is it something I said or something you said I did, Think it’s gone to your head, being wife of the president Like a change in the seasons you’re here then you’re gone again Nothing’s gonna every make me cry like your prejudice I’m still smiling through my teeth; you’ll never see that I’m dying I’m trying not to scream holding back from all the crying You’re never finished ’til you’ve run me into the ground Still... nothing’s ever boring with you around We could’ve fought forever For things to change for better But how could we have known That things are never better Another shade of yellow The ending’s left untold I see fire in the streets, cover my ears for the sirens I still hear you in my sleep, taking up my only silence But for every bit of shit you tried to throw at my crown Nothing’s ever boring with you around I’m still smiling through my teeth; you’ll never see that I’m dying I’m trying not to scream holding back from all the crying You’re never finished ’til you’ve run me into the ground Still... nothing’s ever boring with you around It’s exciting, terrifying, not sure if I’ll live or die You would have me set on fire rather than apologise, Cause you only ever wanna turn my smile to a frown, At least nothings ever boring with you around I hear whispers in the crowd about the lies you told yesterday And I think to myself it’s a bittersweet destiny If I have to go down at least my friends are beside of me Seems no-one really knows why it is you don’t like me
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Don't Kill The Sun 02:10
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Sometimes I feel like I can’t see I keep walking moving my feet Through the trees at night I get scared of sunlight When the stars fade out I keep telling myself Don’t shield the sun in your eyes it’s only one day you’ll make it through Nothing the world ever tried Could stop the sun shining down on you Don’t kill the sun in your sky There’s only one way the light gets through Nothing that you’ll ever try Will stop the light shining down on you Sometimes I feel scared and lonely I know you feel the same as me What a waste of life Feeling worried all the time We all break a glass I was young when I learned that Don’t shield the sun in your eyes it’s only one day you’ll make it through Nothing the world ever tried Could stop the sun shining down on you Don’t kill the sun in your sky There’s only one way the light gets through Nothing that you’ll ever try Will stop the light shining down on you
7.
Loving Someone 03:45
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I don’t get mad at all about Being someone you don’t call anymore If I was you right now I’d probably sleep with her No, it don’t shock me all That the feeling died and I’m alone You must’ve got tired and let it go I guess it takes time to really know. I thought that I would be really strong, Look at me now on the telephone Eyes closed and lying on my bed alone Even the clouds have tears Sometimes you just wake up and stop loving someone Sometimes you just wake up and stop loving someone You can’t explain how you’re feeling But you know it’s not gonna stop Because sometimes you just wake up and stop loving someone I don’t get sad at all about Being someone you don’t want anymore I guess I’ll never know how Heavy it weighed you down No it doesn’t faze me at all That you just walked out and closed the door I guess you just changed the things you want And I wasn’t on the list you wrote I thought that I could be really strong Rationalizing the way you are Talked to myself about moving on It’s a shame it took all these years Sometimes you just wake up and stop loving someone Sometimes you just wake up and stop loving someone You can’t explain how you’re feeling But you know it’s not gonna stop Because sometimes you just wake up and stop loving someone You can’t change history Just by reaching out to me now Gotta have a little dignity and Pick yourself up off the ground You obviously wanted this to happen Not convinced you regret your actions At first, I was consumed by anger Years went by and I changed my angle now I hope you never lose sleep thinking about me Hope you never lose sleep thinking about Sometimes you just wake up and stop loving someone Sometimes you just wake up and stop loving someone You can’t explain how you’re feeling But you know it’s not gonna stop Because sometimes you just wake up and stop loving someone You obviously wanted this to happen You obviously wanted this to happen
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I'm not going anywhere 03:20
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’m not going anywhere You’ll still find me on a mid-day train Only two stops from here Staying up until a brand-new day I know it’s been a while, but I’ll miss this place I’m not going anywhere You’ll still find me sleeping on your floor In a haunted hallway or Smoking ten packs by your patio doors I know it’s been a while, but I miss this place I never try hard enough I’m always so fat and sad I never come home enough I always feel bad about that I’m scared of my attitude I’m believing my own lies And hiding from the truth That I miss the golden times That growing older is fine I’m not going anywhere You’ll still find me on a mid-day train Only two stops from here Staying up until a brand-new day I know it’s been a while, but I’ll miss this place I’m not going anywhere You’ll still find me sleeping on your floor In a haunted hallway or Smoking ten packs by your patio door I know it’s been a while I know it’s been a while
9.
/Doesn't Matter 03:08
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Concrete never looks like that in my head All the walls I’ve built were made with regret Footsteps on the water where I tread Is there nowhere safe that I can’t wreck This is a difficult time in my life to be calling you out And you wish I never came Wish I never said anything But I did Sunlight never reaches to the deep end You can choke in water and in air It was your hand stopping me breathing Covered up my lips and laid me bare This is a difficult time in my life to drowning in doubt And you wish I never came Wish I never said anything But I did It doesn’t matter if you change direction It doesn’t matter if you get lost It doesn’t matter if you need attention It doesn’t matter what it costs It doesn’t matter if you change direction It doesn’t matter if you get lost It doesn’t matter if you need attention It doesn’t matter what it costs It doesn’t matter if you get lost
10.
(satellite) 04:09
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No starlight When I look into the sky at night Wondering into the universe One day I’ll wander into you out there I always said I wouldn’t let this go I always wanted just to let you know I only ever want to meet you there There’s no-one else in the same atmosphere And if you’re wondering if I still love you I do I never say it but I love you I love you I love you till the end of the earth to the moon ‘til I die I never say it but I love you I love you I wish it wouldn’t end no I wish you were my satellite Slow it down Everybody wants to know you now Will you still want me when I’m burning out? When I’m spiralling into the ground I always knew you were a beacon of light When you look into the sky Know I’m looking down and wondering If I was every meant to be something And If you’re wondering If I ever loved you I do I never say it but I love you I love you I love you till the end of the earth to the moon till I die I never say it but I love you I love you I wish it wouldn’t end I wish you were my satellite The only reason I’m still here Is I can’t face another day without you near I wonder if I disappeared Would you be able to keep holding on to me? The only reason I’m still here Is I can’t face another day without you near I wonder if I disappeared Would you keep holding on I never say it but I love you I love you I love you till the end of the earth to the moon till I die I never say it, but I love you I love you I wish it wouldn’t end I wish you were my satellite I never say it, but I love you I love you I love you till the end of the earth to the moon till I die I never say it, but I love you I love you I wish it wouldn’t end I wish you were my satellite

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released August 14, 2020

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